For the month of December, I've been studying in the New Testament. I actually started in Luke and am in John, so I'll need to go back to Matthew and Mark. As our Christmas devotional was coming and Mom and I were able to go to the Tabernacle Choir Christmas Concert yesterday morning (it was a busy day!), I've been thinking about Christ's birth, and the circumstances and other people at His birth. I'm really lucky to have the score to "Savior of the World", so I've been able to play and sing through those songs.
1. Mary. I can't even begin to imagine how Mary felt with all of that. When she says, "Behold the handmaid of the Lord, be it unto me according to thy word."-Luke 1:38 I am so amazed by her faith. If I had just an 1/8 of that faith I would be a much better a person. I tend to question everything, like I know I've received this answer, but I still don't see how it's going to play out, and I question it. I've learned that I want to be more like Mary!
2. The inn. There Mary is about to have a baby, and Joseph is doing all he can to get her somewhere safe and clean, but there is no room in the inn or any other inn. John Rhys-Davies was reading Luke 2 at the Tabernacle Choir concert yesterday, and as he read the part about having no room in the inn, I pondered if I ever have felt like there's no room here. Have I ever been so sucked in on something, whether it be the busyness of life, whether this or that is going to happen, technology, etc. that I haven't let there be room in my heart for Jesus? A few things came to mind of things I need to be better at. How often do we not have room? Just a thought...
3. The shepherds. The shepherds were out there watching their flocks, for their whole lives they'd been told of the prophesies of Christ's coming to save the world. Could you even imagine what they felt when they saw that new star shining so brightly in the sky? Here was the sign they had been waiting for for forever! We're so lucky to have the scriptures that we can read the prophecies, read of His life, death and resurrection, and all of the revelations since.
4. The star. The star was the sign of His coming. It was so bright, welcoming and announcing the birth of this baby that was going to be the "Light of the World". I often think of the light that we share with each other. Some people have this bright glow about them, sometimes the light dims, but we are all blessed with this light, and we get to share it with others.
5. The baby. Born in a manger in a stable in Bethlehem. I'm so grateful for that baby! I'm grateful that because of Him, and his atoning sacrifice that we can all be saved! Families are forever! He atoned for our sins, our hardships, our sadness, our happiness, our joy. I am forever grateful and will always strive to do what He would have me do!
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Monday, December 16, 2013
Bountiful Regional Center...
Today I went to the Bountiful Regional Center to un-decorate after last night's devotional (Thanks, Donna for your help!). For just a few moments I was in the auditorium by myself vacuuming the stage of fake pine needles. It was literally like three minutes or so, but in that short time my mind was able to go over the last three years of Christmas devotionals.
The first year, I was so thrilled to be able to be a part of it! I was anxious to help, to decorate, to sing, to do whatever I could to help someone out. It was exciting and new! I remembered volunteering to decorate the stage, and then being so scared I couldn't really pull it off. Many people donated things for me to use, and I had a great schedule back then, so I was able to hand make all of these ornaments. I spent hours, and it all ended up being wonderful! Things were fun and exciting, and I loved it!
The second year I took on a different role in the Christmas devotional. I still got to decorate, and added a few things to the decorations, and it looked lovely. That year I was part of the leadership, and there was a lot of tension in the build up, and it was way more tiring! I enjoyed the actual devotional, but the tension outweighed the beauty of the night.
This year, I totally was not looking forward to it! My newer role had me heading this event, there were three of us that had worked on it in the past, and one got married in November, so that left the two of us. Anyways, there has been some amazing tension, but the evening went wonderfully!
Okay, so here's where I'm going with this. In these three years, I've let the stress associated with this event and the work up to it, make me not be too thrilled to be putting this production on at this building. I'm sure I would've felt the same about any other building, too. As I was vacuuming the stage, with just the hum of the vacuum, I was able to feel the Spirit so strongly! I knew that I was cleaning the stage of a dedicated house of the Lord. I was cleaning it for Him. There was this peace that I felt so strongly! I was able to ponder all of the amazing experiences I've had there, and the amazingly wonderful people that I've been able to get to know through those events. I was able to feel His love for me. It was a humbling three minutes with many millions of thoughts about how grateful I am for the opportunities I've been given and for the amazing friends I've been able to work with. Thanks everyone for your help on these devotionals!
The first year, I was so thrilled to be able to be a part of it! I was anxious to help, to decorate, to sing, to do whatever I could to help someone out. It was exciting and new! I remembered volunteering to decorate the stage, and then being so scared I couldn't really pull it off. Many people donated things for me to use, and I had a great schedule back then, so I was able to hand make all of these ornaments. I spent hours, and it all ended up being wonderful! Things were fun and exciting, and I loved it!
The second year I took on a different role in the Christmas devotional. I still got to decorate, and added a few things to the decorations, and it looked lovely. That year I was part of the leadership, and there was a lot of tension in the build up, and it was way more tiring! I enjoyed the actual devotional, but the tension outweighed the beauty of the night.
This year, I totally was not looking forward to it! My newer role had me heading this event, there were three of us that had worked on it in the past, and one got married in November, so that left the two of us. Anyways, there has been some amazing tension, but the evening went wonderfully!
Okay, so here's where I'm going with this. In these three years, I've let the stress associated with this event and the work up to it, make me not be too thrilled to be putting this production on at this building. I'm sure I would've felt the same about any other building, too. As I was vacuuming the stage, with just the hum of the vacuum, I was able to feel the Spirit so strongly! I knew that I was cleaning the stage of a dedicated house of the Lord. I was cleaning it for Him. There was this peace that I felt so strongly! I was able to ponder all of the amazing experiences I've had there, and the amazingly wonderful people that I've been able to get to know through those events. I was able to feel His love for me. It was a humbling three minutes with many millions of thoughts about how grateful I am for the opportunities I've been given and for the amazing friends I've been able to work with. Thanks everyone for your help on these devotionals!
Saturday, November 23, 2013
What you may or may not know about me :)
On Facebook, they've been doing that "give you a number" thing, and then you post that amount of things about yourself that people may or may not know. I don't usually jump on the band wagon with all of those things, like the breast cancer awareness... going here for how long, etc. I figured I could share some things on here if anyone was interested...
1. I used to fish with my dad, and loved it! Every once in a while we go to a fish farm now, but that's not the same... I still don't have to ever touch the fish, though!
2. I only made it through one girls camp, while I was in young women. Every time I ended up having some kind of strange disease that landed me in the ER or broke my leg on a night hike, etc.. Once I missed it, because I went to Disneyland.
3. I broke my leg in the chapel at church falling down the stairs. No one got up to help me, and the deacons all laughed. I hobbled all the way outside before crying. I was 20. Haha! So embarrassing!
4. I'm an introvert. Probably not a surprise to my family, but probably is to my friends. I'd rather play with the kids then do anything else at family parties, because we can just play, and I don't have to talk to the adults, not that I don't love them, I just feel like, why/what would they want to hear about me. When I first started having to be in front of large crowds, I'd have to go off by myself, pray and then put my "I'm in front of people" hat on.
5. I totally hide behind my responsibilities so I don't have to be in uncomfortable situations.
6. A guy I dated for a while, last year, biggest complaint, that he stated to me, was that I didn't communicate very well. I don't think I ever called him more than twice. I decided I would work hard to be better at that in the future, when that was all done. I'm still not good at it. Maybe one day. Sometimes I'm too cautious about what I'm saying, and I just beat around the bush, which never works. Then other times I come straight out and say it, which hasn't worked, either.
7. I know tons of people! I know their stories, I know their hardships and their joys. I'm grateful that I get to know it, and support them. Only a tiny amount of people know me like that. I don't know if I'm scared to let people in, because they'll leave, or if I just don't like talking about myself.
8. I say that I love to travel. I do love seeing new places, and enjoying the beauties there. I don't like huge crowds. When we were at Disneyland last week, Akston kept throwing himself on the ground (he's almost 2), and I was nearly having panic attacks knowing he was going to be trampled.
9. My most favorite place ever is American Fork Canyon! Other favorites include Snowbird and Eden/Huntsville area... I'm a home body.
10. My piano is my greatest outlet! When I'm happy, when I'm sad, when I'm hurt or when I'm thrilled, when I want to share my feelings without saying them, I can play them!
11. I know the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is true! I don't know where I would be without this knowledge. I love reading the scriptures and the words of the prophets. I need to be constantly reading and studying in order for me to feel peace through all of the worries, concerns, fears that I often have.
1. I used to fish with my dad, and loved it! Every once in a while we go to a fish farm now, but that's not the same... I still don't have to ever touch the fish, though!
2. I only made it through one girls camp, while I was in young women. Every time I ended up having some kind of strange disease that landed me in the ER or broke my leg on a night hike, etc.. Once I missed it, because I went to Disneyland.
3. I broke my leg in the chapel at church falling down the stairs. No one got up to help me, and the deacons all laughed. I hobbled all the way outside before crying. I was 20. Haha! So embarrassing!
4. I'm an introvert. Probably not a surprise to my family, but probably is to my friends. I'd rather play with the kids then do anything else at family parties, because we can just play, and I don't have to talk to the adults, not that I don't love them, I just feel like, why/what would they want to hear about me. When I first started having to be in front of large crowds, I'd have to go off by myself, pray and then put my "I'm in front of people" hat on.
5. I totally hide behind my responsibilities so I don't have to be in uncomfortable situations.
6. A guy I dated for a while, last year, biggest complaint, that he stated to me, was that I didn't communicate very well. I don't think I ever called him more than twice. I decided I would work hard to be better at that in the future, when that was all done. I'm still not good at it. Maybe one day. Sometimes I'm too cautious about what I'm saying, and I just beat around the bush, which never works. Then other times I come straight out and say it, which hasn't worked, either.
7. I know tons of people! I know their stories, I know their hardships and their joys. I'm grateful that I get to know it, and support them. Only a tiny amount of people know me like that. I don't know if I'm scared to let people in, because they'll leave, or if I just don't like talking about myself.
8. I say that I love to travel. I do love seeing new places, and enjoying the beauties there. I don't like huge crowds. When we were at Disneyland last week, Akston kept throwing himself on the ground (he's almost 2), and I was nearly having panic attacks knowing he was going to be trampled.
9. My most favorite place ever is American Fork Canyon! Other favorites include Snowbird and Eden/Huntsville area... I'm a home body.
10. My piano is my greatest outlet! When I'm happy, when I'm sad, when I'm hurt or when I'm thrilled, when I want to share my feelings without saying them, I can play them!
11. I know the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is true! I don't know where I would be without this knowledge. I love reading the scriptures and the words of the prophets. I need to be constantly reading and studying in order for me to feel peace through all of the worries, concerns, fears that I often have.
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